Just sometimes...

You know, sometimes I just feel horribly horrible. 

This past week has been an example of said feelings. Lately I have just really felt like I am honestly better off alone. Like no one would really care if I am around or not anyway. I mean really, who would even notice if I just checked out for a while? 

Yeah.

Life is kind of sucking

Sometimes I just want to pause everything for a while. Just to not have to think about stuff. Just five minutes. Please. That's all I need. 

Just.

Five. 

Minutes.

I'm serious. I just want a break. Not from school or whatever, though that would be nice. Just from life in general. I don't know. Maybe I'm just not dealing with stress properly.

Actually... I know I'm not dealing with stress properly. I never do. It always just hits me in the face and I kind of freak out. Every time. You'd think I'd learn. 

Oh well

Anyway, I'm done venting now.

Farewell.